Being Guided by Spirit isn’t Always Joyful or Peaceful 

Hello beautiful souls,

Well, isn’t life just interesting? Are you paying attention to the messages your guides and the universe are giving you? I’m trying really hard to listen more attentively. Here is what has been going on in the last two months.

As some of you know, I’ve been in Mexico for that past year then a couple of months ago messages started popping in my head, “it’s time to go back to the US”. Now, mind you I’ve been writing my book that’s evolving into it’s own thing now, and I’m really excited about it and can’t wait to share it with you all.

So, at this point in my life, I’m listening deeply and about three weeks ago I spoke with my spirit, ok, ok, I’ll move back. Then bam, go now, pack up and go. The other thing I’m trying hard to do, is not only listen but take action, so here I am in the middle of my drive up to the US, writing this to you.

Yesterday I drove about 12 hours, total miles I need to drive is 1500 miles, so far between yesterday and today I’ve driven 600 miles. Yesterday, it rained and it poured, some parts of the roads were really bad, mud ways on the road, floods on the road, rocks had fallen off mountains on the roads, tree branches on the road, visibility very low at some points. If this is the right thing to do, why is it so hard. So many times, I just wanted to park the car and just cry. But I didn’t. I kept going. It feels like I always had someone to rescue me, or someone would always be there for me and with me, but this journey I’m by myself.

And it’s scary.

The human part of me feels like it’s the only thing that exists; yet there is a bigger part within me and all around me, it’s my spirit. Can we allow spirit to guides us no matter what? All, I can say is that it’s scary and it’s not fun. Not sure why I thought it would be a journey filled with peace and joyful songs all around me. It’s not.

Yesterday, if the rain wasn’t enough I also, got lost as my navigation tried to avoid traffic and took me off road for shortcut (don’t we love this in the US), but when it brought me to the location to enter the freeway, the entrance was blocked off. I tried to find my way back but got lost. Then I finally started praying and asking my guides to help out within a few minutes I found a restaurant and stopped. By this time, I was shaking as it was getting dark and I have been told over and over again, don’t drive in the dark. I saw a family coming out of the restaurant and asked them if there was a hotel nearby, NO there isn’t they answered, then I asked how do I get to Guadalajara which was my destination. They went out of their way and had me follow them to the highway.

Now isn’t that amazing. Breath, trust, go, breath, trust, go.

Today as I sit in my airbnb in Mazaltan, I opened an email from someone I subscribe to and read about how the economy is going to crash by the end of this month. I thought to myself oh my God, I’m going back now right before it crashes!! I need to find a job, rent a home. Why am I being asked to go back now, then I was reminded, put your energy where you want it to go.

I am not alone in my journey of trying to make a deeper connection to my spirit and allow her to guide me. Many of you are going through the same thing. We are also, being reminded over and over again, where to place our energy and our thoughts, to stop putting energy into fear, to stop feeding fear. Each of you with your thought patterns and your emotions are creating humanities future. Make it amazing for yourself first and everything else will fall into place.

Do you realize this? Is this such a farfetched idea? We are human, we are interconnected. I want to hear from you.

What do you want to achieve this year, next year? How will you be emotionally if the market crashes. Are you ready to handle this? I ask these questions not knowing if it will, but knowing that I want you to be ready just in case. It’s ok to prepare, without fear, it’s ok to be smart without fear.

I have found so much courage with in me during the past year, which I had no idea I had. I have found so much resistance and persistence, who is this person, haha. But really, this person I see in the mirror is not the same person from ever before. I’m sending you love. Let me know if I can be of assistance, my healing sessions are just awesome.

Much love, Arsi